Who am I in my Past?....Who am I in my Present?...and Who am I in the Future... the answer is in here ....so don't missed to read my Autobiography to know who really I am!!!
Live life to the fullest!!!!!
In a quite town from the Queen City of the South, Cebu City , a cute, simple, and a happy girl was born. A very remarkable date in the Philippine History because that is Rizal's Day December 30, 1979, and that was me.....an angel given to two people who love each other faithfully, my parents. I am the 3rd child from the eldest of Mr. Rizalito Batersal my responsible father and Mrs. Virginia Tumabini Batersal my sweet and lovable mother. I raised by my parents in a simple lifestyle in our province. I know that I have lack of materials things compared to others in my early years but I am proudly say that I am full of love and attention from my family, especially from my parents. When I was young I always wanted to change things that I don't like.
I am a kind of girl that even at my very young age I have a positive outlook in life. At my early life as a child I feel so special to my family and even to all people around me, my friends, neighbors and relatives not just because I am charming, but maybe because of being an achiever in regards to academic in my primary years, and because of my hidden talent which made me famous in our community ,and which at first only my parents noticed my voice ,my singing ability but eventually my teachers and all people around me. That made me become an apple of the eye of my parents. And I think that is one thing that made them proud of me also. Because I felt it and I saw it from them. One thing that I cant really forget during my childhood days is that one of our neighbors called me everyday and all that she want me to sing a song to her and after that, she always gave five peso coin just a payment of my performance, it is very awkward but its true......and I really treasure that experiences of mine and consider my childhood days a pleasant one....
But that happiness in me become gradually vanished most especially that time of my graduation in my secondary. I had a mixed emotions that time , I am happy because I graduated with honors and awards in different area but still , I don't know where I am going to after my graduation. Because that time trials for my family begun . But my family faced it and I have to understand the situation, and have to faced the reality that I cannot enroll College after my graduation. So, instead of staying in the house and sulk at the corner because I cannot go to school, I did something to help my parents in my own simple way. I try to apply a job even I am only 17 years old that time,and luckily I'm hired for the first time I apply as a Production staff in Mactan Export Processing Zone (MEPZA),and after that I became a sales clerk at Gaisano Mactan in Cebu and many more job I have experienced. At that stage of my life ,plenty of happiness and sadness I had encounter but I take all those happiness and sadness as a challenge. And those challenge give a big impact to me of being strong and have a determination in life. After my colorful life in Cebu one day I realize that my life there in my own town is not enough for me.It seems like I am looking for a changed I am not contented of what I have there. Eventually I decided to go here in Manila but sad to say that my parents did not give permission for me to go to. But I am very eager to leave and to pursue my plan. What I did is, I found a way to convince my parents but again I failed. I talked to my self to never give up , suddenly I find a way to pursue my plan because of my fighting spirit I follow my heart even I can hurt my family and only my older sister knows about all my decision.
I had a mixed emotions that time leaving , I am happy in the sense that one of my dream came true but the half part of my heart was sad because I know what I did is against my parents decision . But what can I do, it is what I want and have to faced whatever happens to me. Being here in Manila is one of my dream not knowing that Cebu is much beautiful than here, but I face my life here and trying to find my luck. Staying here is not that easy for me, trials is there but I have to face just to prove to myself and to my parents that I will be succeed here. I've learned a lot of being alone, and I did my best to be a good person even I am far away from my family. In God's help and protection I survived until one day I can say that ,it was my lucky day it was one of my very unforgettable day of my life here in Manila because of someone who turns my life from better into best!!!!!!!!!! That day is a very special to me because that was September 8 a birthday of "Our Lady Of Immaculate Conception " MAMA Mary's Birthday. Since I got here I did my devotion to OUR LADY OF IMMACULATE CONCEPTION every Wednesday at the Baclaran church because I know that it is the only way to survived since I am alone here I lean my life in her and behind that happiness that make that day more special, also because of a man that I know in my heart, Mama Mary gave him to me. A man who makes my life complete and loves me not just only of who I am but also of what I am. Suddenly that man became my inspiration forever and I am very thankful to God that until now he makes my life beautiful and more successful and it is because of him. He have a very positive outlook in life, perseverance , well disciplined and very responsible that inspires me a lot. But in every relationship trials are expected. But that trials make us stronger and make our relationship becomes more meaningful for both of us. We are both happy of what we have and enjoying every single day that we are together, but one day I never thought that I can face a problem that seems I cannot handle.But still you cannot stop it to happen. In life trials and challenges are sometimes unexpected. Behind that happiness of me a big problem was came again into my life that challenge me of my faith in God, challenge me of who I am.
This is a big challenge that come my way and unfortunately marks my past being an unforgettable one . And this is the time, when my father was gone, it was November 2, 2003 again a very remarkable day because it is an annual celebration an "All Souls Day" at 5:30 in the afternoon when I received a call from my brother crying and crying no words hear from him except of his husky voice and after a minute the first word that I heard from him was the word "die" and he was referring to my father,that was my father. He was killed by a drug addict man. For me my father was died with no reason at all. My father is very generous, he so very understanding very friendly and very down to earth and how come he died in that very sad way , how unfair this world to me and to my family that was what my mind said that moment . I really don't know what was my reaction that time but what I have remembered is that I feel like a fool. My family was grieving ,so sad and very hard to accept. My life was covered by a sorrow in that moment, it is to hard for me because my father is not just a father to me , but a best friend to me , and he is my number one fans when I am at the stage singing, way back then. The lost of my father is very painful not even to me but for my mother and to the whole family. That until now, the pain is still here ,that makes my heart like a sleeping child when you wake her up she cry. But in spite of these,what can I do but to faced it , I need to face the reality that everyone of us didn't last forever in this world when the judgement of our Lord will come, no one is excuse. I need to open my heart and my mind to accept the fact that everything happened to my father has a reason. But its not that easy for me and the rest of my family especially to my mother who was grieving, who suffered so much pain of missing someone she love the most. In spite of everything I need to fight for the right and give justice to my father's killing. Above all those pain and depression I try my very best to face the obstacles of our life and believe that there is someone that I can lean on, more than anyone else and that is "GOD". And now I gradually realized that the death of my father had a reason for all of us because my faith in him becomes stronger and closer and that's the reason why here I am now,still facing my harmonious life. Appreciate all the things that I have right now. And be thankful of what I have.At present I am enjoying my college life here at The Fisher Valley College, Hagonoy ,Taguig City. I am now in my third year of my course which is Bachelor in Elementary Education. And hoping to graduate next year 2013 in God's will. Sometimes I feel pressured but I take this as a challenge for the sake of my dream and that dream of mine will still be a dream to achieved.
I will never stop dreaming and learning things , I want to see myself to be one of the best teachers in this society someday. My goal is to touch others life most especially to those who lost their path. And I want to see my self in the future teaching to the special children who needs a special love ,special learning, care and attention. And that what I really want not just because of something but I just want them feel that they are belong in this society regardless of what they can and cannot do. This is me and this is what I want to be. Remember that practice of accepting everything that comes to your life whether it is good or bad, it makes your life permanent with full of love and happiness because there is GOD.
My Achievements being a student!!!!
I am a kind of girl that even at my very young age I have a positive outlook in life. At my early life as a child I feel so special to my family and even to all people around me, my friends, neighbors and relatives not just because I am charming, but maybe because of being an achiever in regards to academic in my primary years, and because of my hidden talent which made me famous in our community ,and which at first only my parents noticed my voice ,my singing ability but eventually my teachers and all people around me. That made me become an apple of the eye of my parents. And I think that is one thing that made them proud of me also. Because I felt it and I saw it from them. One thing that I cant really forget during my childhood days is that one of our neighbors called me everyday and all that she want me to sing a song to her and after that, she always gave five peso coin just a payment of my performance, it is very awkward but its true......and I really treasure that experiences of mine and consider my childhood days a pleasant one....
But that happiness in me become gradually vanished most especially that time of my graduation in my secondary. I had a mixed emotions that time , I am happy because I graduated with honors and awards in different area but still , I don't know where I am going to after my graduation. Because that time trials for my family begun . But my family faced it and I have to understand the situation, and have to faced the reality that I cannot enroll College after my graduation. So, instead of staying in the house and sulk at the corner because I cannot go to school, I did something to help my parents in my own simple way. I try to apply a job even I am only 17 years old that time,and luckily I'm hired for the first time I apply as a Production staff in Mactan Export Processing Zone (MEPZA),and after that I became a sales clerk at Gaisano Mactan in Cebu and many more job I have experienced. At that stage of my life ,plenty of happiness and sadness I had encounter but I take all those happiness and sadness as a challenge. And those challenge give a big impact to me of being strong and have a determination in life. After my colorful life in Cebu one day I realize that my life there in my own town is not enough for me.It seems like I am looking for a changed I am not contented of what I have there. Eventually I decided to go here in Manila but sad to say that my parents did not give permission for me to go to. But I am very eager to leave and to pursue my plan. What I did is, I found a way to convince my parents but again I failed. I talked to my self to never give up , suddenly I find a way to pursue my plan because of my fighting spirit I follow my heart even I can hurt my family and only my older sister knows about all my decision.
I had a mixed emotions that time leaving , I am happy in the sense that one of my dream came true but the half part of my heart was sad because I know what I did is against my parents decision . But what can I do, it is what I want and have to faced whatever happens to me. Being here in Manila is one of my dream not knowing that Cebu is much beautiful than here, but I face my life here and trying to find my luck. Staying here is not that easy for me, trials is there but I have to face just to prove to myself and to my parents that I will be succeed here. I've learned a lot of being alone, and I did my best to be a good person even I am far away from my family. In God's help and protection I survived until one day I can say that ,it was my lucky day it was one of my very unforgettable day of my life here in Manila because of someone who turns my life from better into best!!!!!!!!!! That day is a very special to me because that was September 8 a birthday of "Our Lady Of Immaculate Conception " MAMA Mary's Birthday. Since I got here I did my devotion to OUR LADY OF IMMACULATE CONCEPTION every Wednesday at the Baclaran church because I know that it is the only way to survived since I am alone here I lean my life in her and behind that happiness that make that day more special, also because of a man that I know in my heart, Mama Mary gave him to me. A man who makes my life complete and loves me not just only of who I am but also of what I am. Suddenly that man became my inspiration forever and I am very thankful to God that until now he makes my life beautiful and more successful and it is because of him. He have a very positive outlook in life, perseverance , well disciplined and very responsible that inspires me a lot. But in every relationship trials are expected. But that trials make us stronger and make our relationship becomes more meaningful for both of us. We are both happy of what we have and enjoying every single day that we are together, but one day I never thought that I can face a problem that seems I cannot handle.But still you cannot stop it to happen. In life trials and challenges are sometimes unexpected. Behind that happiness of me a big problem was came again into my life that challenge me of my faith in God, challenge me of who I am.
This is a big challenge that come my way and unfortunately marks my past being an unforgettable one . And this is the time, when my father was gone, it was November 2, 2003 again a very remarkable day because it is an annual celebration an "All Souls Day" at 5:30 in the afternoon when I received a call from my brother crying and crying no words hear from him except of his husky voice and after a minute the first word that I heard from him was the word "die" and he was referring to my father,that was my father. He was killed by a drug addict man. For me my father was died with no reason at all. My father is very generous, he so very understanding very friendly and very down to earth and how come he died in that very sad way , how unfair this world to me and to my family that was what my mind said that moment . I really don't know what was my reaction that time but what I have remembered is that I feel like a fool. My family was grieving ,so sad and very hard to accept. My life was covered by a sorrow in that moment, it is to hard for me because my father is not just a father to me , but a best friend to me , and he is my number one fans when I am at the stage singing, way back then. The lost of my father is very painful not even to me but for my mother and to the whole family. That until now, the pain is still here ,that makes my heart like a sleeping child when you wake her up she cry. But in spite of these,what can I do but to faced it , I need to face the reality that everyone of us didn't last forever in this world when the judgement of our Lord will come, no one is excuse. I need to open my heart and my mind to accept the fact that everything happened to my father has a reason. But its not that easy for me and the rest of my family especially to my mother who was grieving, who suffered so much pain of missing someone she love the most. In spite of everything I need to fight for the right and give justice to my father's killing. Above all those pain and depression I try my very best to face the obstacles of our life and believe that there is someone that I can lean on, more than anyone else and that is "GOD". And now I gradually realized that the death of my father had a reason for all of us because my faith in him becomes stronger and closer and that's the reason why here I am now,still facing my harmonious life. Appreciate all the things that I have right now. And be thankful of what I have.At present I am enjoying my college life here at The Fisher Valley College, Hagonoy ,Taguig City. I am now in my third year of my course which is Bachelor in Elementary Education. And hoping to graduate next year 2013 in God's will. Sometimes I feel pressured but I take this as a challenge for the sake of my dream and that dream of mine will still be a dream to achieved.
I will never stop dreaming and learning things , I want to see myself to be one of the best teachers in this society someday. My goal is to touch others life most especially to those who lost their path. And I want to see my self in the future teaching to the special children who needs a special love ,special learning, care and attention. And that what I really want not just because of something but I just want them feel that they are belong in this society regardless of what they can and cannot do. This is me and this is what I want to be. Remember that practice of accepting everything that comes to your life whether it is good or bad, it makes your life permanent with full of love and happiness because there is GOD.
My Achievements being a student!!!!